..gloomy..

this fasting month, feels very heavy ..
if in previous years, the month of ramadan still I feel togetherness ..
but the fasting month is very heavy ...
almost every day, I fasted myself ...
none of my family who helped to fast.
my sister who was fasting, not in the home.
whereas the other sister, already planning to move to the Christians belief ..
situation at home is no longer felt in harmony ..
even my mama was aligned to my brother, so as if they do not want to help to break the fast food .. because they have no interest.
as well as the meal in the evening .. I prepared myself.

finally, comes the day of Idul Fitri,
and I just pray to the mosque itself was accompanied by my aunt,
Guests come to the house late into the night ..,
but all that I lead with a grateful ..