.....cloudy...

every little thing that i said or did something..it seems wrong..
you call me...PING!! just want to make sure that im not sleepy yet..
and i reply your call..to say that im not sleepy yet..
i wrote some word thats not right...
just a few word..
but your reaction is angry..
its just a few word..
what is wrong?
you know what? im not sleepy yet...its not because i did my job..
its because my heart got rainy..
and it falling down into my eyes..
but im sure that you never know it..
you never know my feel...
because only me know me..

am i too excessive?

yes ..... I can only tell myself,
no more can I ask to share stories,
perhaps by way of question and answer it myself, I can tell you to vent my emotions
now I just feel alone .. just me, myself, and I ..

I was not able to argue,
if I think to give you advice, you'd think that I was too forced and arranged
and it makes you uncomfortable and ultimately angry ..
then what can I do? I could only silently

in the end I follow what is it you want ..
now .. I'm not going to force ..
sometimes I want you to come to my days without reason
but sometimes you either do not understand or pretended not to understand
You always ask what the importance for you to come to my day
do you not realize that it was important for me to attend a special person to me
except I'm not so special to you ..

then in the end you came into my day
you gave me a beautiful bouquet
.. you all look perfect with my family welcomed me
Although actually I'm sad because my mama was not attended by
but all still walking with a beautiful and very pleasant
attention that you give is very important to me ..
thank you my dear ...

only a few days later ...
I will wait for images to be stored in phone memory
I want to find pictures of both of us
I was looking at your facebook
because I thought you used to store our photos
I began to open your photo album
but at the last photo in your profile album
I found something
but it may only a simple things..because it already past
but why it makes me sad

I tried to give you the message that I saw a picture that is less fun ..
but what was your reaction? you're just saying that if you do not like..just remove them..
its not that simple
is it fair if you find pictures of other people with me in my PROFILE album?

I'm a bit disappointed ... do not blame me if I think that you are not into me
maybe im a little excessive ..
maybe its just a simple Things
quitely but it hurt me ...